I’m lying here tired and annoyed with my self I really want to get a job so I can quit taking handouts from my family my mom pays me every now and then for odd jobs around the house my dad sends me money for lunch my grandma just bought me a new computer for school. I wish I could make money for myself so that I can spend it on things I want not on things I need that’s why with money gifted over the holidays last year I bought a 3ds cause I wanted it. I’m also a bit annoyed that my sister has a job but no me probably being she moved to my dads and lives 3 blocks for potential employers where as I’m with my mom and we live in the sticks and I have to go 2-3 miles to get somewhere I can work I can’t get there on my own being I don’t have my license being my moms always busy with doctor appointments for my sister and brother with arthrogryposis so I can’t get to the test place for a test. I’m just venting I doubt anyone really cares and I’m just sorta a nobody
so today was going well for me i had a great game playing a support lich in dota. then i went out to the local games shop to play magic the gathering with a friend we played one game and took a bit of a break for some trades etc. after about a half hour we started another game I had decided to play with my artifact deck so we get going after a while thing got slow being i was apparently taking too long for my turns i started my infinite combo trying to get reliable amount of artifacts for my time sieve. the helper scooped then shortly after i scooped for being depress about actually getting my combo off after my friend says that you need an infinite combo to win. after the game i packed up and headed to my grandmas i got back i sat down at my computer to watch some videos to try and get my mood up. then my grandmas yelling at me for not hearing her tell me that it was time for dinner because i was watching videos and no being able to hear anything besides the video so i sat through dinner rather sad and not saying much after i decided to write this and vent a bit.
sorry to my followers that care about the wall of text.
as a white person, i apologize.
i apologize for the special privileges i will receive. i apologize for the fact that innocent young poc are being killed in the streets while white murderers and rapists not only walk free, but are sympathized with. i apologize for the blatant racism in the world today and i apologize on behalf of the white people who turn a blind eye to it because they think its not their problem. as a white person i apologize.
Ferguson from my TL
Engaged to the unidentified
Just finished the last episode of Engaged to the unidentified it’s been one of the best romance anime’s iv seen there’s no fan service it’s really enjoyable and the relationship between Benio and mashiro was just so fun to watch I give it 5 out of 5.